My group crush
Jul. 23rd, 2004 12:23 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kybearfuzzThe presentation is over. Out of ten groups we were the last, sheer torture. It went alright, but I wasn't impressed. Still, we passed.
One of my group, "Farah," has a crush on me I think. She's Indian, about 10 years older, and married. It's been a bunch of little things. She wanted me to come up to her room to discuss the project this week, she begged for one of my cartoons I had drawn, she always wanted to go over things with me alone, she asked me to dinner last night, and she said, "Hello, handsome," to me this morning as a greeting.
Ugh! Never a problem I have had before I admit, but this was creepy. She's married and I don't go after women, but it's never a comfortable subject for me. I guess I'm still not terribly comfortable saying, "I'm gay," to strangers. That begs the question, how "out" am I? Any thoughts from the peanut gallery?
One of my group, "Farah," has a crush on me I think. She's Indian, about 10 years older, and married. It's been a bunch of little things. She wanted me to come up to her room to discuss the project this week, she begged for one of my cartoons I had drawn, she always wanted to go over things with me alone, she asked me to dinner last night, and she said, "Hello, handsome," to me this morning as a greeting.
Ugh! Never a problem I have had before I admit, but this was creepy. She's married and I don't go after women, but it's never a comfortable subject for me. I guess I'm still not terribly comfortable saying, "I'm gay," to strangers. That begs the question, how "out" am I? Any thoughts from the peanut gallery?
