kybearfuzz: (Opus Flying)
Dolly Parton passed away today.

I won't re-write what so many others have written so well about her. It's just a bit overwhelming when such a constant positive force in the world moves on to the next. Most of us can honestly say that we grew up with her in our peripheral orbit. My parents were huge fans, so her 45's were in our record collection. She was on the various country shows in re-runs, like "The Porter Wagoner Show" and "Hee-Haw." Her song "9 to 5" played every day on WCTT at 3 PM on my way home from school. She performed "Potential New Boyfriend" three consecutive weeks on "Solid Gold," which was then used for the music video. The 1980s had her on the big screen in a string of comedies that we could now rent and play at home with VCRs and movie channels.

My mom said she met her once. Mom briefly worked in a restaurant back in the 1960's. Mom waited on her and said she was very sweet. I asked Mom if she thought Dolly remembered her. She said she doubted it, but it was a big thrill for her.

The chorus in Heaven will be a bit more amazing tonight.

Dolly Parton
Dolly Parton
kybearfuzz: (Grizzly 3)
I've spent a few hours plotting Issue 40 of my comic this weekend. All the rainy weather of late has helped. Here's a bit of "behind the scenes" on creating the issue. I am a very old-school, hard copy creator. I write out a lot of the plot points in a paper journal before going to the computer to get it finalized. The journal is just easier to carry. Yes, I write primarily in cursive because it's habit and so much faster. And it guarantees that so many people cannot follow it in public, a sad sign of American education in my opinion.

I sketch out the potential characters, all destined to change as some can be just plain awful in first drafts, but it's better to get it down and reflect on it later. "Liquefy" and "Blow Hard" may show up as other characters later.

You can also see how long I work on these issues. I was developing this back in February and posted the comic just a couple of weeks ago. Issue 40 is being actively plotted now and I optimistically hope it have it out before the end of the year.

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Page 36

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I hope everyone had a great weekend!
kybearfuzz: (Grizzly 3)
Well, it's taken nearly seven months, but Issue 39 is posted!

I've had a lot of fun creating this issue, as I got to create a lot of fun (and somewhat goofy) characters for it. No spoilers obviously, but there's something of a twist (as usual).

I hope everyone enjoys Issue 39 - "A Throng of Villains!" (Yes, I used a thesaurus for that wording) You can read it by clicking on the cover below. Any questions, thoughts or criticisms, I welcome them all.

Issue 39 Cover - small
kybearfuzz: (Grizzly 3)
I really wanted to try to get one more issue of the comic out before the end of the year, which has been quite a feat considering how challenging this year has been so far.

In this issue, I am introducing a new character and bringing back an original to tie up some loose ends that may have been here and there in the long history of the Grizzly-verse. This issue has some flashbacks of past issues. Instead of redrawing those images, I've elected to select images from the colored artwork (sans lettering) of past issues to place in the current one. It's been a great way to go back through past issues and get a bit re-acquainted with the older stories.

So I hope you all enjoy Issue 38 - Evil By Design. You can get to the issue by clicking the cover below:

Grizzly and the Bear Patrol 38
kybearfuzz: (Grizzly 3)
My mother used to sit for hours and hours crocheting while watching television. Often she was crocheting a new blanket with a new pattern, or just burning through some scrap yarn to make something random. Either way, it was usually amazingly beautiful as my mom had serious creative talents. It kept her mind occupied and her hands busy.

I completely understand that thought process. I often do my comic book for the same reason. Creative outlets are relaxing, especially in stressful times (like now).

I finished the final edit last night and posted Issue 37 today. I love the feeling of getting an issue done. This issue has been oddly fun, as some of the panels turned out far better than I expected, if I do say so myself. I'm happy with the final result, especially the cover. There is something so pleasing about drawing Grizzly and then coloring it.

I hope you enjoy Issue 37 - "Wrestling Demons." You can read the whole issue by clicking the cover below.

Grizzly & The Bear Patrol 37
Grizzly & The Bear Patrol #37 - Wrestling Demons

Questions, comments, or criticisms? Hit me with them. :)
kybearfuzz: (Grizzly 3)
One of the few things that has given me some solace this week was working on this comic book. There is an artistic concept called flow that I experience often. Wikipedia worded the definition so well, I'm going to post it:

"Flow in positive psychology, also known colloquially as being in the zone or locked in, is the mental state in which a person performing some activity is fully immersed in a feeling of energized focus, full involvement, and enjoyment in the process of the activity. In essence, flow is characterized by the complete absorption in what one does, and a resulting transformation in one's sense of time. Flow is the melting together of action and consciousness; the state of finding a balance between a skill and how challenging that task is. It requires a high level of concentration. Flow is used as a coping skill for stress and anxiety when productively pursuing a form of leisure that matches one's skill set."

I've had some great moments of this lately, and it's definitely helped with my stress levels.

Last night, I got Issue 36 of "Grizzly and The Bear Patrol" finished. I wasn't sure I was going to be able to post it this weekend, but I got lucky and things fell into place. You can read the full issue by clicking on the cover below. I hope you enjoy Issue 36 - "Relative Discord."


GBP 36 Cover


Questions, comments, or criticisms? Hit me with them. :)
kybearfuzz: (Grizzly 3)
Last night, I finished up the latest issue of "Grizzly and Bear Patrol." I had tried to upload the issue to the journal, but the system kept locking up after getting a few pages in, so I had to give up.

I've been working on this one for a few months, due to work and other delays, but I will say that I'm pretty happy with the end result. You can read the full issue by clicking on the cover below.

kybearfuzz: (Grizzly 3)
I've been working on this issue for several months at this point. I was looking forward to taking a week off to finish this, but the looming government shutdown put the plans to take off on hold. So I've been doing a page a night or so until I got it done.

I'm pleased with the outcome to be honest. Where last issue had several Bear Patrollers take a back seat, I put those heroes in the forefront this issue. I think folks will get a chuckle out of some pages. Issue notes are attached to the last page.

Cover 34

Issue 34 - Possession of Malice/To Werk and To Serve )

Questions, comments, criticism -- just let me know.
kybearfuzz: (Grizzly 3)
After a LOT of work, I finally got this issue done. It's not that I dreaded working on it, but my day job has been very overwhelming of late. I was lucky to draw or ink or color a single page a night. I'm very pleased how this issue turned out though. Notes about the issue are on the last page. I hope you all enjoy it.

Cover 33

Issue 33 - Hunting for Bear )

Questions, comments, criticism -- just let me know.
kybearfuzz: (Dreaming)
In the dream, I was visiting an Irish Pub while traveling in Ireland. I was a regular as the bar owner knew me. For some reason, the owner had left me in charge of the bar the next day. I didn't work there, just was a regular, but I knew some of the routines.

The next day came and I was trying to balance the till. There wasn't a specific amount to keep, but I wanted to see how much money was in it before I got started. It was a mess. There was a lot of coins, but very few bills, which didn't strike me as odd since the Irish is on the Euro with €1 and €2 coins. Also in the till was a growing bill from a specific individual whose tickets were in the thousands and a few $20 bills from the States.

Instead of doing the counting behind the bar, I was at one of the other tables trying to make heads or tails out of the various forms of payment. One of the guys in the bar at that time was complaining that I was taking up valuable real estate in the bar (which was huge, so there was plenty of room). The bartender told him to f*ck off because I was in charge that day.

One guy was getting pretty wasted early in the day and decided that he didn't like me being in charge. The drunk was getting loud and obnoxious and finally got up in my space to tell me his views on me. The owner had taught me how to deal with this situation. I stood up, let the drunk take a swing at me, and then I flattened his nose. The drunk went down cold and knocked out. I grabbed him by the belt and dragged him out of the bar.

The bar was part of a preservation site apparently, with tourists walking through the different parts of the site. I dragged the drunk though all the tourists, many of whom didn't flinch at the sight, making me think they had see this before. I took him into the courtyard, leaned him against a stone wall, and left him.

I then remembered that I left the money on the table. I hurried back to the bar, hoping that the bartender had kept an eye on it. And that's when the alarm went off to wake me.
kybearfuzz: (Default)
Ugh! That first day back to work after being off for the holidays is ROUGH! I managed to get through it all, but I'm already looking forward to the weekend.

I managed to count my found money jar for 2022. The total was nothing outstanding and it seemed to follow less than the average, if I exclude the one double-digit outlier. If the missing value from 2019 was the average, I'd have found over $50 since I started doing this.

Found Money 2022
kybearfuzz: (Grizzly 3)
This issue was a long-time coming. My last Bear Patrol issue was back in June 2021. I did take a break to do the Halloween "Grisly" comic, but I was eager to get back to the characters I love to create. There were a lot of setbacks in trying to get this issue done, including abandoning the previous story and several already penciled pages to restart anew. You can read more about that in the "Notes Page" toward the end. In addition, since the last issue, I have gotten a new computer which required me to download the newest version of the Comic Life software I use for panels and lettering. I know the software designers move things to make functions more user friendly, but sometimes it's like they are hiding them. Still, I eventually figured it out. I hope you enjoy this latest issue.

Cover 32
Issue 32 - Fear The Reaper )


Questions, comments, criticisms - I welcome them all, just send me a reply below or a message privately.

Grisly 1

Oct. 2nd, 2021 03:06 pm
kybearfuzz: (Grizzly 3)
Lately, I have been enjoying horror comics. They are usually in black and white, printed on newsprint, and often have more than one story in them. After the last issue of "Grizzly and The Bear Patrol," I decided that I wanted to give a horror comic a try. Coloring them in black and white saved me a lot of time and, having three different stories, I created them in stages, finishing each story completely before starting the next installment.

Loving horror movies like I do, it took some time for me to pick the stories. I selected these three from the six or seven possibilities I drafted. So there may be a second issue in the future.

These are a bit more adult than the Bear Patrol comics, but not so adult that I think most of my usual comic readers will be offended.

So, enjoy "Grisly #1"...

Cover 01

Grisly #1 )


Questions, comments, criticisms - I welcome them all, just send me a reply below or a message privately.
kybearfuzz: (Grizzly 3)
I finally got this issue finished. With my new position at work, my brain has been too frazzled at night to work on this, but I finally got my groove on and finished it last night. I was going to upload this last night, only to have a severe thunderstorm roll through and knock out my internet for the last 18 or so hours. With my internet connection back in action, I got this going again.

I had fun with this and based the story on a cartoon I'd drawn while playing with my iPad a few months back. I included it as a pin-up after the issue notes.

So, enjoy "The Hunger"...

Cover 31

Issue 31 - The Hunger )

Questions, comments, criticisms - I welcome them all, just send me a reply below or a message privately.
kybearfuzz: (Comic Book Bears)
Recently, I cashed in a lot of Amazon points (and some real cash) and bought the "Marvel Universe - Deluxe Edition" omnibus and the "Who's Who in DC" omnibus. Both are collections of character profiles from each comic book company that came out in the 1980's.

While the information is very dated, it assembles the information from the heyday of comic book reading for me. As a kid who was very much in love with comic books and enjoyed thumbing through the encyclopedias when bored, these books hit a happy place for me on multiple fronts.

One of the character changes that occurred in the 1980s that always has the flavor of the time was the transformation of Aurora, a mutant member of Alpha Flight in the Marvel Universe. She could fly at supersonic speeds, having identical powers to her twin brother and teammate Northstar. She also had multiple personalities. After an altercation with her brother regarding her behavior, she severed all ties with him. As a final "f@%k you" to him, she had her powers altered by her scientist boyfriend, so they were no longer identical to her twin's. Her flight speed was diminished to the speed of sound, but she could generate bright light, a power that usually required contact with her twin. This hair and costume change came with her new found freedom.

Aurora 80s
Aurora in the mid-1980s


This outfit is TOTALLY 80s! The hairstyle, the jagged edges of the sleeve cuffs, the short gold lame gloves and sloping edge boots -- all of them scream 80s. I particularly love the alternating thick black lines around the bursts on her costume. Sadly, this costume only looked good when drawn by artist John Byrne who designed it and subsequent artists either didn't do it justice or changed it. Artist (and gay muscle hottie) Phil Jimenez made it look good in recent years when he drew some flashbacks, but this costume is likely left in the 80s for the most part.

Still, I enjoy revisiting them in the omnibus and the trade paperback of Alpha Flight from wayback when.
kybearfuzz: (Grizzly 3)
I was originally working on a different story, but could not get the story to come together, at least not to a point I was satisfied. Eventually, I put it aside and this story came much easier. I think given all the stresses of life of late, I thought this story might be more fun for everyone.

Behind the cut below is Issue 30 of "Grizzly and The Bear Patrol" with a story I originally called "Uncommon Scents," but eventually renamed "Dark Colours."

Cover 30

Issue 30 - Dark Colours )


No speaker notes, as they are the last page of the comic now. Questions, comments, criticisms - I welcome them all, just send me a reply below or a message privately.
kybearfuzz: (Dahhling!)
I went to the grocery store tonight. Traffic was a mess, mostly due to the main bridge between Covington, KY and Cincinnati, OH being shut down and everyone taking the side roads around.

The grocery was busy, but I managed to find everything I wanted and few things that caught my eye along the way. The one thing that caught my attention was the toilet paper aisle, as it was nearly empty again. With the governors of both Ohio and Kentucky making more serious lockdown arrangements, I assume that everyone is going back into hoarder mode. You'd think they'd have learned from last time, but apparently not.

After getting home and unloading the groceries, I made dinner. Tonight's dinner was a variation of what we in my family came to call "Poor Man's Pizza." When I was a kid, we really couldn't afford to order pizza often, but often craved the flavor of it. So we kids came up with making our pizza by putting spaghetti sauce and American cheese on white bread and toasting it in the oven. We often had the fixings for it, so it became a staple among the kids. My folks didn't seem to mind.

My variation tonight was low carb -- Low carb wheat bread toasted with Velvetta cheese, dunked into pizza sauce with garlic salt. I admit that it tasted pretty good, almost as good as the version from my youth, back when "low carb" had no meaning.
kybearfuzz: (Dreaming)
I don't remember many of the details of this dream, just the bit toward the end.

I was driving a truck in the snow, heading to see a psychologist for a session. I pulled off the highway into the driveway of the counselor's house, which was a large home. Not quite a mansion, but it had a large front foyer with two defined wings of the house. In the front, outside the main house, was a small "island" of sorts, which was covered with benches so people could it down.

I was originally going to park my truck in front of the house, but decided to park near a small gate house like structure further up the driveway entrance, believing the walk in the snow would be fun. There was already a car parked there and I had pulled behind it. Thinking that it was her current patient, I backed up and parked to the side as to not block them in.

Taking a moment to wipe the snow from my windows, I turned and walked toward the house, passing two men along the way.

In the island was the counselor, who turned out to be Angela Lansbury. I said hello to her, she smiled at me, gave me a brief hug, and told me to go on inside, that she'd be along in a moment. I don't remember if she was just getting some air or was smoking a cigarette, but there was a reason why she was out there.

And then I rolled over and woke up.
kybearfuzz: (Dreaming)
In the dream I was still in college at Berea. I had been home for a few days, and when I returned to campus I stopped off at a small café run by a woman named Millie. I had stayed there for a couple of days, maybe even three or four, just hanging out. I’m not sure why. Millie was a very sweet lady and I got to know her and a bunch of other regulars, one was named Sarge. Sarge was an older man. In my time there, Millie had given me three T-shirts, some of which were bright and glowing. I had put them in my backpack. When the café had closed each night, I returned the dorm and slept there. On my last day at the café, I was told that Sarge had passed away. I was there to comfort Millie. Millie at some point was dancing while she was cleaning up when two female friends of mine had come in to get me. One of them had told me that Sarge had seen his death coming, that he had a procedure where he saw the blood clot break up in his body and move on a screen.

It was time to go back to the dorm. I was supposed to meet someone for a class or some thing in the second floor of the Draper building later that night. As we went outside, I had to find my shoes among many that were left outside the café. I guess I had taken them off. I found my gym shoes, only to realize that I had worn them in a hurry and they were not the usual pair I would wear. It indicated to me that I had been gone for sometime and had not planned on being out very long, as these were the shoes I’d slip on to get the mail.

I crossed the street after going down a very steep staircase to the sidewalk. I ran to the Draper building. I went upstairs and heard someone call to me. I passed out as I turned around and woke up in a room naked. My clothes and backpack were gone.

I stumbled around and tried to leave the building, and as I walked towards a certain door I felt someone’s hands on my butt covering them. I turned around and saw a man in a suit top telling me that I couldn’t go in a particular room as there were children eating dinner in there. I begged his pardon, as I remember they were children in the building, and went back to my dorm to get clothes.

When I went back to the dorm, I could not remember the electronic lock code to get to the stairwell to my room. I was going to piggyback on someone going in before I was stopped by a resident assistant. He told me he was sorry to do this, but it was the rules. Apparently, I had been documented as having been out of the dorm for several days, an apparent campus infraction, and I was being taken to the police department. I tried to explain to the man where I had been, but was told to be quiet and get in line.

The line was full of rough characters, just yelling at each other and pushing each other around. There was one woman in the group, a girl name Stacy who I went to college with and worked with at the campus library. Everyone kept apologizing to me, but I kept following their direction. We got on the bus, with me and Stacy in the last row. An older man with a mustache was in charge of the group and sat next to me.

On the drive over, a roughneck with red hair and a thick earring sitting in the front row, kept turning and giving me grief. I had no idea who he was, but he seem to know me. He made some negative remark towards me, and I told him that I didn’t give a damn what his opinion of me was. A young black female student in his row turned around and told me to let it go, or be quiet. The man next to me told us both to shut up.

Unsure of what was happening, I did what she said. When we got to the police station, everyone got off the bus. I wondered if I’d get a jumpsuit to wear. we were handed small cards, typed with our names and our violation. I found mine in my stack and pass the rest along.

We still in line to get our mugshots, which involves holding the little card next to our face. A Young female guard or officer took my card, read it, and handed it back to me, giving me her condolences. I read the card while I stood in line and my charge was sacrilege, but it was spelled "SACRALEGE."

On the back of the card was a notation for everyone to take it easy on me as I have been home because my father had passed. I then woke up.
kybearfuzz: (Grizzly 3)
This one was a long time coming, though I seem to say that every time. My work life during the quarantine has actually grown much busier and my downtime seems to be geared more toward relaxation and decompression. I read somewhere that stress actually stifles creativity, so that's probably a big reason why getting this issue finished took so long.

Right now, because of our current political environment and the election, bigoted people are feeling emboldened to make their hate well known. Black people, gay people, and immigrants are all being targeted by people who feel "threatened" by the push for fairness and equality. It obviously influenced the coming story.

Behind the cut below is Issue 29 of "Grizzly and The Bear Patrol" with a story I call "Hoodlum Stains".

Cover 29

Issue 29 - Hoodlum Stains )


No speaker notes, as they are the last page of the comic now. Questions, comments, criticisms - I welcome them all, just send me a reply below or a message privately.

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