Farewell Handsome Bear
Aug. 28th, 2016 09:58 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I was skimming through Facebook this weekend and came across an entry made by one of my online friends about a handsome bear who had apparently passed away.
I never met Randall in person. I think he was on LJ years ago, but I don't recall his handle on here. We would chat on Bear411 on occasion, but I get the impression that he wasn't interested in chatting with me. We had a lot of friends in common, so I would see his photo pop up on my LJ and FB feeds every so often.
I remember seeing him on other sites too. He was always happy and smiling, usually surrounded by friends. He was a young guy, so I am not sure what happened. I'm not even sure why that is important, but there is always some innate curiosity when someone dies so young. I saw several comments from friends of his on this post talking about his "internal struggle" and the words "prevention" and "awareness" were used, which paints a particular picture in my mind.
When I was drawing the first issue of my comic, I was looking for various bears to put in for background characters. I used Randall as one of them. Being a friend of Miguel's in real life, I thought they would find it funny.

I have no idea if he ever saw it. He never commented on it, and neither did Miguel.
I don't know how to close this entry other than to say I feel for his friends and family.

I remember seeing him on other sites too. He was always happy and smiling, usually surrounded by friends. He was a young guy, so I am not sure what happened. I'm not even sure why that is important, but there is always some innate curiosity when someone dies so young. I saw several comments from friends of his on this post talking about his "internal struggle" and the words "prevention" and "awareness" were used, which paints a particular picture in my mind.
When I was drawing the first issue of my comic, I was looking for various bears to put in for background characters. I used Randall as one of them. Being a friend of Miguel's in real life, I thought they would find it funny.

I have no idea if he ever saw it. He never commented on it, and neither did Miguel.
I don't know how to close this entry other than to say I feel for his friends and family.