Sorry that I missed out sending you timely condolences. Just realized I missed it when I saw your other post thanking everyone for the support.

Your last paragraph summed things up pretty well. The different lives that you and Ronnie lived were too diverse to have a deep relationship. You also had other family around to share your life with too, so it's not like you were a recluse from the world. Regardless, I sense the emptiness you feel. This has certainly reinforced your sibling connections and you will be a better man for it. Glad you were also there to take care of your mom and see her through this. Your good humor will serve your family well for years to come.